ru·mi·na·tion

I really wish I knew the magic combo of x, y, and z that allows me to awake with a sense of optimism. I mean, I truly understand the ‘magic’ combo of – well, it’s just doom-scrolling through the book of faces, …

//10:29p+4Aug20=Tuesday eve || hearing nothing much, a kid having a party in the back, my mind thoughts fairly muted by pizza//

I watched two videos in the last day from the Brothers Green. they strike me as the kind of brothers anyone would want – I went thru a focused stage where Jimmy John Mew was to be my brother, all I had …

so we traveled today, again marveled at my packing and our trip planning – we did a lot right this time, so go us!!! the boy had soooo much fun – playing with friends, swimming in pools and lakes, actually hanging out …

Hello. we’ll keep this going for a bit, how about that? short and sweet, alas not focused until I get back home (and then, maybe?) – thinking of ways to keep this going, but to build upon what I’ve done. //12:11p+1August2020= Saturday …

Um, so tired, long day, good day, weird day. so, enjoy the cloudsl //12:07a+1Aug2020= no longer Friday the 31st, alas || so, rabbit rabbit white rabbit! || the cicadas chirping away – oh so close to in sync! I root for them …

Hello. short is … well, it’s better than nothing, eh? just know that I’d really like to vacate to a vacation one of these lifetimes. gah… //10:39p+30Jul2020= Thursday || lots of clicks and ughs, but currently “Put Your Records On” by Corine …

good day – some change and some continuation. good words with friends though now big thoughts on topics you spend your life on. weeeee also clouds here are really nice.

We keep trying, the days are good, but just not long enough. but – we keep at it. take what it is with the knowledge that it’s all alright, and what it is is gonna have to be. //7:32p + 28July290 = …

and here we keep trying, keep on believing, eh? hope your life is making memories that will bring you solace. //11:39p+27July20= Monday night || a restful boo, a clicky clacky scoot//