It wears you down. If you’re paying attention it’s crushing. If you’ve successfuly distracted yourself, it’s surprising.
Either way it sucks.
Shari’s in Buffalo, having surgery. All I can do is distract myself {typing this note @ 12:24 in the morning, while waiting for the temp to drop into the high 70s!} and wait. Catch a friend of a friends TNT debut {frederick & Bass, I believe} & enjoy the show. Try not to think, but still have those quiet whispers “what if? What then? Are you ready for anything?”
Stupid whispers – as bad as the yapping dog.
Love ya sis. Hope your day goes quickly & quietly.

Ciao,
S.

EDIT – u gotta have hope – temp is 79!! Also, used the blogger app to compose/publish this note – ain’t tech grand?