10:44pm total eclipse of the moon…
I shot some video, too many clouds.
went back outside – how to shoot the completely darkened moon?
I thought of what the full moon means to my wandering soul, and felt sad, for I miss you dad. Always a beacon in the dark night as I meander through life.
I thought of how perhaps the supermoon is making everyone just an extra bit crazy.
I’m filled with all sorts of jagged edges, nothing soothes, all a bit too much frankly.
But then I step outside, take in my place in the universe, and see something spectacular – realize my life is at a time when it’s all still amazing, but still awesome. I know what it is, but I can still give it my own meaning if I want to. I know that I don’t have to make any sacrifice to bring the moon back …
but oh the sacrifice I’d make, for certain lost parts and pieces …